dear online diary,

I am not blunt. And that's the problem. There are like 2 guys complementing me and i just ignore it. Call it harsh but yeah..i don't acknowledge it. Maybe because..i don't like them? hmm. Clueless, totally.

Sometimes i just get confused with myself. The first thing i am bad, the next thing i am good. Well, not really like the bad bad but..just stingy to people. I find it amusing how nice i am to my classmates. Like i can put on a big smile on my face and laugh with them..the next thing..i just frown. I guess then maybe i am not comfortable with these people to show the real me. My real friends know who i really am. I can range from crazy, bitchy, stingy to a 'bloopy' kind of person.